Wednesday, 12 October 2016

His First sight!

Gloomy! Yea that's how my weekend went by. Even the thought of him being on my side gave me goosebumps. It ought to be, after all he was my Mr. Perfect, that 'only one' for whom people wait for ages, and finally I got him. Dreamt of him being with me every night, and everyday.

Sleepless nights, restless thoughts, unfulfilled desires, oozing love, wildest heartbeats.. I guess this is what they call true love. Had many relationships before. Never was this uncanny about anyone. Never had such strong feelings for anyone. No one made it a run for me, instead it was a run for them. Its not that its easy to flatter me. Still don't know how I felt for him. And he did absolutely nothing. Amazing!

The next day my prince charming was about to be with me. That night I was unable to sleep, tossed left and right in bed, with thoughts running wild in my head. And finally the sunshine shoved on my face through my window. 7.30 in the morning I was wide awake, my eyes twinkling with joy, the most awaited day of my life. I was waiting for him eagerly, his flight was about to take off. Made breakfast for everyone at home, completed all the house hold chores. Couldn't eat a morsel, was so excited that my stomach was filled with pleasure. Took a bath, pulled on my jeans, slipped in my top, blow dried my hair, hopped on my wedged, picked up my handbag and off I went. Drove as fast as I can, he was about to land by 12.30.

OMG! I was late, it was already 12 when I left home, he asked me to meet straight at Raddison as the hotel cab will pick him up. I really wanted to be the first person to meet him, but Mr. Humble thought it would be inconvenient for me and opted for a cab instead. I reached the hotel at 12.30 cursing myself for being late, called him immediately but to hear "The number you are trying to reach is switched off". Alas! he is yet to reach. It was too sunny and I was standing on the road eagerly waiting for him to call me back. Checked his flight status and yes it was late unexpectedly.

After 15 mins of tiring wait he called me. "Hello, I reached, my flight is yet to land". I was so excited to be with him, I told him I am waiting outside the hotel and can I come to pick him up. He said "Sorry for being late my flight got delayed" he asked me to stay and he will be there in no time. Then another round of wait, I was scanning every other vehicle passing by to get a glimpse of him but of no use, that wait was killing me. Finally after another 30mins Mr. Hotty called me and said he is checking in and will be out in few minutes. Grump!!!! Again i need to wait! It took him 15mins to wrap up everything. 

And my my! My sweetheart was right behind me. The moment I saw him through my rear mirror my heart skipped a beat. As if I know him from ages.  Could only catch a glimpse of him as we needed to leave. He hopped on my vehicle and held my shoulders by his soft and cold hands and we left. Sssss! That touch of him.




Monday, 10 October 2016

Enough of hurting me

From the day I had confessed my feelings to him till now, I'm still waiting from him, 1year and a month to be precise, waiting for his reply, waiting for him to give us a name. But I think it's enough of it. No I'm not giving up, no I'm not weak to leave him, no I have not stopped loving him, it's just enough. Till the time my heart felt he cares for me, prioritizes me, is striving hard for me for us to be together, I could fight for him, with this world, with my brain. But not today. Enough!

I was a women with dignity, I never allowed myself to go this low, but this time I did. Was it the time when it all started did not let me think? That mental instability I was in! Was it that I invaded his territory or was it he who trespassed mine? Was it not me who allowed him? How could I allow a stranger to do this to me? How can he just enter in my life, play with the strings of my heart and just walk off without turning back.